What seems to be the problem officer?

 At least once have you been pulled over by a police officer?
  Before my mission I can say that it was only once that they stop me and it wasn't because of speeding OK.  Here on my mission I can say that it has been twice and that includes going to court and everything, again not because of speeding, the only thing that I did once was run a red light and they didn't even pulled me over they send me the ticket.

                                                                            

    I want to tell you what I feel when a police officer stops me.
  Well I always get nervous when the police officer is giving  the sign " Pull over" my heart starts going really fast. In that moment I ask myself ... Whats wrong ? I start getting mad at the police (In my mind of course) Then without telling whats wrong he says: Can I have your licence and car registration please? (Yeah... I know it has been a few times). Then he goes to his car... I'm wondering  whats happening... A few minutes he comes back... He tells me what's wrong and then he leaves me with a ticket. Not nice...Then I start to realize... its true... he is right... And then comes the process that I have to fix the problem and then...... The Payment.
    The feelings that I experience when I'm aware of something that I'm doing wrong are the same. And how much happiness I experience when I go to my Heavenly Father and ask for forgiveness. He gives me the strength to pay for what I did. The best part of all is that I don't have to do it alone I have my Savior Jesus Christ always to help me out. One of my favorite scriptures is in Matthew 11: 28-30

    " Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden  is light."

   I know that He loves us and that if we truly want to fix our life He is there to Help us in any way. We just need to COME to HIM!

Why Fear?

                               

 I am the kind of person that is always afraid in the night. When I was little I used to have a night light near my bed and I would sleep with my older sister, because I didnt had a room of my own.When my older sister got married I had to do some new adjustments. It was hard for me but I rely on my Father in Heaven and as well as my earthly father who will stay with me and give me a blessing. I am gratefull for that in my life. When I think about those times I know that I wasnt alone and that my Heavenly Father protected me. I know that He can Protect you and that if you trust in Him and ask for His Help He will give you what you need. So why Fear? 

      " ...for I do know that whosoever shall put their trust in God shall be supported in their trials, and their troubles, and their afflictions, and shall be lifted up at the last day." Alma 36:3

                          

Nuestra vida esta llena de Cambios

     En la mision cada seis semanas hay cambios, puede ser de area o puede ser de compañerismo. En este caso para mi fue de ambos. Es una nueva experiencia y cada vez que ocurren estos cambios veo lo mucho que el Señor confia en mi y en lo que puedo contribuir en esta nueva area. Los cambios nos dan una oportunidad de mejorar y de analizar lo que hemos hecho y logrado. Por eso cada dia es diferente con un nuevo amanecer y una nueva oporunidad. Nuestra vida aqui fuese aburrida si todo fuese lo mismo cada dia. Estoy agradecida a mi Padre Celestial por todo lo que me ha dado. Amo el servir como misionera, lo que he aprendido ha tenido que ser por medio de pequeños cambios que me han ayudado a fortalecerme y estar mas cerca de mi Padre Celestial. Más aún conocer mejor a mi Salvador Jesucristo se que el nos ama y dio su vida por nosotros para que pudieramos ser salvos. Se que puedo cambiar para mejor cada dia y ser un ejemplo al mundo de que Cristo vive y que podemos cambiar nuestra vida y verdaderamente ser Feliz.
En el Libro de Mormón en Alma 37:6 dice: ..." Por medio de cosas pequeñas y sencillas se realizan grandes cosas"

                                 

Have you ever broken something?...

I remember times when I would break something, my siblings would say "You Always" that made me feel sad  but that was me all the time. They called me butterfingers. Right now I'm not sure if I continue being the same, it hasn't happen for a while but maybe I shouldn't mention it. So this is something that my companion ask me last Sunday. Have you ever broken something? I just looked at her and said "Are you kidding me?

This is one of those stories that my family always laughs about...

It was summer time, a really amazing sunny day, we had everything packed, they ask me for my waterproof camera so I brought it. We were going to go in a boat and then stop at different islands and do some snorkeling there. Well we all got inside the boat and it started going. My sister asked me for the camera again and I was going to give it to her, I was trying to figure out how it worked and then my sister try to take it from me and I let it fall on the floor I got so nervous that it would fall to the water that when I was going to grab it I kick it with my foot and then it went strait to the water we just said goodbye to the camera as we saw it from the distance.

Just like that experience I have a lot more and I could tell you story after story. But as you know there are times in our life that we only find that all is broken. In those times is when we can learn more about our Savior love. I know that with the help of the Savior we can mend things even if we think there is no way. He can give us the peace and courage that we need to mend our lives.

I love this video!

I LOVE MY LIFE!

The greatest Text Book The Scriptures

   When I was going to school back some "time ago" my favorite class was science I actually didnt like the class because of the teacher but because of the pictures in the Text Book. Then as I continue the studies through college I needed to start reading instead of just looking at the pictures. What I found was really interesting how every two to three years or even less than that the editions would change because they discover something new that wasnt in the last edition so in order to add more they nedeed to make a new and improve edition. That was good and bad at the same time, good because you would learn more but not so good in the other way because you cant buy it from another person that already took the class you would need to buy it new and the cost was way more.
   In that same note I am so grateful for the scriptures, their teachings from prophets of old can still teach us about everything that we need to do in order to come back to live with our Heavenly Father. I am happy that they dont change they have even the power to change us. Have you ever wonder how old the scriptures are from the time that they were writen?  Its even hundreds of years before Christ and we can still learn from them. Its never old enough to leave behind with the other old Books, and the best thing is that they dont change.
                                            

    " For He is the same yesterday, to-day, and forever..."

       " For he that diligently seeketh shall find; and the mysteries of God shall be unfolded unto them, by the power of the Holy Ghost, as well in these times as in times of old, and as well in times of old as in times to come; wherefore, the course of the Lord is one eternal Round."  1 Nephi 10: 18-19
                                                                                   
                                                                   

The rock inside my heart

   When I was little like nine years old or more my mom taught me the greatest lesson I could have receive in all my childhood. The lesson was based on a imaginary ROCK! that's the part that I love the imaginary things but for me was a real thing. The first time that my mom told me about this was in a day that I was not a very good girl and I wasn't obedient so she took me in to the room and sat down with me in her bed and after talking for a while I said sorry and that I would be better and then she said: " I want to trust in you, from now on I am going to give you something and you need to make sure you don't loose it." And then with her hand close to her heart she took a little imaginary rock from her heart and put it in my heart, she said that the rock that she gave me means trust and that now I was 100% trusted, but it was my responsibility to keep that trust and if I failed the rock was going to fall down and she would take it back. Of course eventually it fell again and for me was a terrible thing I would cry so much when I knew I had failed, but Her love was always there to help me get the rock back into my heart.   

We have a loving Heavenly Father that in order to trust in us we need to keep His comandments and when we do we are 100% trusted. But He knew that we would all make mistakes so He gave His Son to help us to repent and gain back His trust and follow Him. I know that He is there for us always and I want Him to continue trusting in me I know its hard sometimes but its possible with His help.

" For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son that whosoever beliveth in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life" John 3:16

Water my favorite Creation!

  When I think about water there are a few things that comes to my mind, like fun, sports, natural rivers, rain and lots more. Water is my favorite thing in the creation. Here I have a picture of one of the natural rivers near my home its call "El Ataud" in english (The Coffin) from this picture it seams little but its not.

I am so happy to live in this wonderful world, when I am around nature I cant help but feel the spirit. The times when I have been depressed or sad, I would always go to a place were I would be alone in nature. I can feel the Saviors love for me there and I have a confirmation that He lives and that He made all this for me so that I can enjoy it and be happy.

" Behold, I am Jesus Christ the son of God. I created the heavens and the earth, and all things that in them are. I was with the Father from the beginning. I am in the Father, and the Father in me; and in me hath the Father glorified his name." 3 Nephi 9:15         

Poco A Poco!

     En la vida tu no lo aprendes todo de una vez. Que es lo que de verdad nos hace crecer y que deverdad nos hace ser fuertes aun en momentos dificiles. Para mi es el poder aprender de mis propias experiencias eso es lo que me ha dado la fortaleza que tengo hoy. Alguna vez te han preguntado si te averguenzas de algo en tu vida y si tuvieras la oportunidad de cambiarlo que seria? Pues a esa pregunta yo contestaria " Nada" eso es lo que cambiaria Nada; porque si no hubiese sido por esas veces que me cai o esas veces que cometi errores no hubiese aprendido. Hoy soy lo que soy y todavia no termino de aprender y nunca terminare de aprender pero todo lo soy se lo debo a las pruebas que he pasado y como he visto la mano del Senor en todo. Estoy agradecida por saber que tengo un Padre Celestial amoroso y que tengo la oportunidad de que cuando me caigo o tropiezo su mano siempre esta al rescate y de nuevo me da las fuerzas para levantarme.

      

We are protected!

     Sometimes I think that I have everything figure out, that I have all under control, that I can do it by myself, then I fall and then I have to say why didn't I ask for help?
     Its so easy for me to be that way. Let me tell you a little where I come from; I live in a place where there is a lot of nature like trees, mud, fruits, rivers, rocks, lakes and a lot of other cool things in other words on the country side. In our family we are six, I am the youngest. My oldest sisters took care of me the "baby" so I was pretty much spoiled, but when It came to play I always played with my brother. As you know boys are wild and I use to cry all the time when I fall or when I didn't win the game or when I had a scratch or something so my brother's counsel was "If you fall just get up and continue what you were doing". That change my life it was true. Since then I have been stronger, that doesn't mean that I dont cry anymore because I do but not in the same way. I have learn that I have to do something about it and not just stay crying.
    Why I say this? because I have change even more on my mission I still have to deal with my situations but I have another tool that has been more helpful than my own strengh. I have learn that I have a protection even more powerful and effective than my own. That is Jesus Christ my Savior I know that He has protected me at all times. I am grateful to know that, because there are times were I dont even realize and something bad that could have happend to me didnt beacuse the Lord put someone on the path to protect me in that situation. Then I say I am nothing according to my own strength. By this promise I know how to have His strength if I have faith in Him and his protection will be with me to.

         " And if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness. I give unto men weakness that thay may be humble; and my grace is sufficient for all men that humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them"

Ether 12:27



Through Trials

        In the missionary life we experience I think a little of everything the good times the bad times, the most happiest times and then the most sad times. In the last 6 weeks my comapanion and I have gone through a lot of trials with people and specially with love ones that have passed away. They are experiences that have touch my heart in a way that its never going to be the same. Today was a new day, a day of thinking what we need to do to be better, as soon as I said that; all the opposition started everything has been upside down today. But now I look back and I say with tears I love my mission and Its the best thing that has happened to me, I dont regret any of it. With all the trials My faith have grown so much and now I can say everything will be alright just need to trust in the Lord. Today I was just asking myself why Am I Soooo Happy when all around me its going down, and then I thought I have never been through so many trials in my life but having the help of the Lord have gave me peace in all those moments. I am grateful to know that He is there that He cares for me and that He teaches me in a way that I can actually learn and grow closer to Him.

Mi familia Los amo!

   Bueno yo queria hablar un poco en cuanto a mi familia y como ellos han influenciado cada decicion que yo he tomado en mi vida de verdad que no puedo explicar lo que siento por ellos ya que con palabras no puedo describirlo pero en pocas palabras tratare de explicarlo:
        Yo siempre he sido rebelde en cuanto a las reglas que en mi hogar me han puesto mi Padre diria " Ven a las 8" y yo llegaba a las 10 de la noche y entre otras reglas que yo no hacia caso. Siempre, cuando desobedecia tenia una consecuencia que no esperaba pues claro  pero pues luego comenze a saber porque era que ellos me decian esas reglas y era porque me amaban y me querian que estuviera protegida siempre pero para ese tiempo yo no entendia.
       Ahora se lo mucho que los aprecio y lo mucho que ellos me aman y lo unico que quiero demostrarles es ese amor de vuelta , no puedo decirles con palabras lo agradecida que estoy a ellos pero si en acciones.
   Asi es con mi Padre Celestial le puedo decir pero al mismo tiempo demostrarle por acciones mi amor hacia El y lo agradecida que estoy po rlo que hizo por mi! Se que el me ama y que los ama a todos ustedes y se que el nos da reglas (mandamientos) poruqe nos queire proteger y porque nos ama.

My Family

     I would want to say a few things that help me decide to come on a mission. First of all I want to talk about my family because they are the biggest part of that decision. My oldest brother decided to come on a mission and he did and he came back and everything good I didn't had any intentions to go on a mission, then my sister that comes after him decided to get married and by then I still didn't thought about going on a mission, then it happened, the sister that comes after the one that got married well she had a boyfriend and my mom was telling her to get married but she said to my mom that she wanted to go on a mission and then everything change for me I said to myself  Hey! I want to go on a mission By that time I was decided I had like 17 years old and she was the example for me she was everything that I needed to actually make my decision about it. Then as I was thinking a lot about it, I saw all the blessings that she receive after her mission and all the blessings that she has right now like her family. Everything its so different because she decided to go on a mission and put the Lord first in her life and then do the rest. I love her example in my life after that my other sister went on a mission as well and my brother and then was my turn finally but the decision was already made long ago. I am grateful because they gave me the example and we help each other a long the way now as I see their pictures I think this to myself " How did they did it?  I know its hard specially when you are so far away from the people that you most Love but their love and example are there and gives me the strenght to continue end say that  can do it as well  I know Im not alone I have a family that is supporting me in every step of the way and I love them so much I cant say in words how much thats when I just dont know what to say because I can just let them know by waht I do rather than what I can say thats me! I will show you what and how I feel by what I do and thats why I am here because I love the Lord and I want to Love others as He loves them and help them to know that they are not alone that Gos loves them thats why I am here and I love it its the most amazing decision I have ever made.

My Heart sings, My Heart Regoices

 I wrote a little something when I was in Buffalo so here it is...

     When all is coming to an end, when all you seek is strenght, when all the day you just sweat, when all your feet are in pain, when all you hear is negative. People is blind, when all you want is for them to be happy. But then when all you know is now doubt... Dont lose the Faith.
      When you know that is the truth just keep on going, when you know God loves you, just keep talking. When you know theres never a place like home, just pray and know you are not alone.
       When you know this makes you happy, dont doubt, is God that wants to know if you love Him too. When you just dont know what to say, the spirit will let you know, say only the truth.
        When people dont hear you, even to Jesus himself they didnt listen. Just keep declaring my words for this I have called you. You are not alone, I love You, When all you think is lost, then you can hear Him say, Go on!!  Just Go on! 

" Fear thou not; for I am with thee; be not dismayed; for I am thy God; I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will up hold thee with the right hand of my righteousness." 
                                                                        Isaiah 40:10

With open Hearts

 When we think about opening something its kind of like a curosity to just know whats inside. We can think about christmas time when we want to open our presents and we are exited to know. In our lifes is the same with what we have inside our own hearts that people would just like to know more about it. When we have Jesus in our hearts we can actually give more to others, those gifts that we have from Him. As a missionary I find myself just trying to really be like Him so that I can be a better helper and a better gift to others. This week I had to open my heart to love something in my mission that I didnt love and I knew that I needed to change but I wasnt willing to open my heart to it. But then it all begins with prayer and asking yourself why I need this and why is important. Something amazing happened God answer my prayer through someone else and as I was open and willing to learn I let it be a part of me. I realized that God had answer me before but I didnt have my heart open to recieve it. He prepare me little by little, and He was patient with me too sometimes I can be very stuburn. I am grateful that I could open my heart to recive answers from Him when we do that then he trust us more and can know that we can continue learning from Him and acctually let Him teach you. I have felt that every time that I am humble(witch mostly Im not) and let Him teach me then is that my Love for Him grows more and more just because He loves me enough to be patient with me and waits until I finally get it. I know that He Loves the same everyone and He will help you in any way and in all that you do the only thing is that we have to be open to recieve.

 Jesucristo es el Centro de nuestra Vida. Al pensar en Jesucristo y en su amor por mi pienso en lo bendecida que soy al saber que alguien dio su vida por mi porque me ama simplemente. Algo bien interesante que mi companera siempre me dice es que aunque fuera yo la unica persona en el mundo entero Jesucristo se hubiese sacrificado por mi solamente. Asi de grande es su amor por mi y por ti. nosotros como seres humanos siempre esperamos algo a cambio y en verdad que deberiamos simplemente dar y no esperar nada a cambio dar de nuestro amor a todos sin esperar nada. Amo el ejemplo del Salvador por mi y su maravilloso sacrificio por mi y por ti y por eso lo amo y quiero ser un instrumento en sus manos para siempre.

La mision es lo mejor!

 Desde que llegue a la mision me he visto en muchos cambios tanto de lugares como de personas y todo ha sido de buen agrado. La primera area en la cual estuve fue en Buffalo y fue una experiencia hermosa pues conoci a muchas personas especiales y que cambiaron mi vida. Estuve alli por 2 meses y luego me lllamaron a Rochester el area de Brighton y en esta area he estado 7 meses. He tenido experiencias que me han cambiado totalmente en especial el haber conocido a tantas personas que estan felices por el mensaje que traemos y he visto como ha cambiado su vida para mejor no he encontrado mayor satisfaccion que esta, de ayudar a otros a ser felices por medio del evangelio de Jesucristo. En esta semana he visto en mi vida como este conocimiento me da paz y me da fortaleza aun en momentos dificiles como el estar sin tu familia y el tener que aprender a vivir en un lugar nuevo y en lugar donde no conoces a nadie. Pero eso es solo pequenas cosas pero lo mas importante es que he aprendido mas sobre las personas y sobre Jesucristo y eso ha anadido a mi amor por Dios y por todos los demas. En el Libro de Mormon hay una escritura que me encanta y dice: " Por tanto, debeis seguir adelante con firmeza en Cristo, teniendo un fulgor perfecto de esperanza y amor por Dios y por todos los hombres. Por tanto si marchais adelante, deleitandoos en la palabra de Cristo, y perseverais hasta el fin, he aqui, asi dice el Padre: Tendreis la vida Eterna". (2 Nefi 31:20) Yo se que la mision es lo mejor que yo pude haber escogido en mi vida. Se que Dios nos ama y que quiere que todos lleguemos a vivir felices aun luego de esta vida y se que Jesucristo vive y que es nuestro salvador y redentor y que por medio de El puedo ser limpia del pecado y ganar la vida eterna que es el mas grande de todo los dones de Dios y se que ustedes tambien lo pueden hacer !

El evangelio en mi vida

 La manera por la cual llegue a conocer sobre el evangelio de Jesucristo fue por medio de mis padres. Hace mucho tiempo atras llegaron a la puerta de mis padres unos misioneros de La Iglesia de Jesucristo de los Santos de los Ultimos Dias en esos momentos mis padres estaban pasando por muchas situaciones y pues estaban casi a punto de divorciarse pero al escuchar sobre el evangelio decidieron cambiar sus vidas y entonces fue que ocurrio un cambio. El cual me ha bendecido a mi grandemente ya que por su decision yo pude llegar a conocer a mi Padre Celestial y confiar en El. Se que cuando moldeamos nuestra vida a las ensenanzasa de el evangelio las cuales estan basadas en el amor, el perdon, la oracion y la comunicacion directa con nuestro Padre Celestial invitarlo a nuestras vidas y hacer lo que nos manda. Mi familia ha sido bendecida en muchas cosas pero lo mas importante es que tenemos a Cristo en nuestras vidas y todo lo que hacemos como familia nos acerca mas a El y nos da la oportunidad de ser mejor y de amarnos mas y a los demas no solo a los que estan en nuestro hogar. Se que el evangelio es verdadero que cualquiera que lo viva encontrara paz en su vida y un curso directo a la salvacion. Amo lo que hago como misionera y estoy agradecida por la decision de mis padres al aceptar el evangelio.

My Baptism!

  It has been 14 years ago since I was baptized, every day in my life I try to remember what happend  in that amazing day of my life. I was 8 years old  my birthday was on a saturday so I thought that my baptism was going to be maybe the other week but when I came to church on sunday I remember that I was with my older brother and I was telling him about it but he was quiet all the time, then when we got to church I remember how happy was for me when I heard the sound of the water filling the baptismal font and then my brother looked at me and  I just smiled at him back I had the biggest smile ever. That day I remember that my President told me now there is going to be writen a new book for you and for your new life being a follower of Jesus Christ but remember that if you ever make a mistake through Jesus sacrifice I could repent and those things be ereased from my book. I was ready for it and I did it I wasnt sacared I knew what I was doing. I like to think about that day because I feel that I had confidence in myself and now that I know more and that I am more aware of what I promised 14 years ago I still have confidence but not much in my self but in Jesus Christ I know that He is there for me and I have felt His Love. I know that He lives that through Him is that we can live forever  I know that we make mistakes but through Him we can put our life back in order and more towards Him. We receive more of His love when we follow Him. " If ye love me keep my comandments" John 14:15.

Our gift: "TIME"

  Time... is nothing but what you wanted it to be. You decide what to do, what to think, what to wear, what to say, who to talk... in other words you decide everything you do with your precious time. I have a favorite quote it says: " The past is behind... learn from it, The future is ahead... prepare for it, The present is here... Live it! - Thomas S. Monson- I love this, it makes me think about all the mistakes I have made in the past but they have been wonderfull times to learn. I think about what the future awaits me but I dont worry much about it I just want to prepare for it, and then when I think about what Im doing right now, I just want to enjoy this, I want to be happy because of the present or gift of a new day, a new begining, a new opportunity to be better. This is what really matters the most what you do for the moment that you have. I have come to love more "Time" while I've been on my mission, you have as a missionary a busy schechule and everything that you do has a time and an hour. But then you realize your time is almost over, you get a lot of feelings mixed but one thing you notice is that time goes by quickly so its better to enjoy every part of it while you can. I love Time Specially the time for study, time for learning, time to feel the spirit, time to pray, time to feel that your Heavenly Father Loves you and that He is there all the time even when you dont know it, He is protecting you. I know that He loves me and that He is helping me have the best time ever right now working for Him and helping His children. The Time is yours to decide enjoy it with God by your side!

Continue on and on!

Doesnt it happen to you that sometimes even when you are willling to do something your body doesnt really conects with what you want to do? But thats why your spirit is so important because even when you dont feel like continue it will give you the strengh to do so. I have felted like that somedays I am like I want to eat the world comes what may and love it but other times I just feel that my body is tired of it. Some of the things that help me to overcome that is reading the scriptures always I find something that will give me the support I need in that moment when I a battleling with myself. I know that Our Father in Heaven Loves us and that He is always looking after us I have felt that a lot of times. When I feel that I am small and cant do much to change the world into a better then is that to my mind comes the frase " You dont have to do it alone" Ill be here helping you and I know thats my Heavenly Father that is there to lift me up and just continue on and on and that makes me happy.

I dont want to go home !

The Mission at first may be a little overwelming in the way that you have to sacrifice everything that you had when you were back at home. The mission gives you the opportunities to learn about God, his son Jesus and the spirit and about yourself. It is way different the things that you do here, but are the things that will lead you to the real happiness. Being here has help me to focus more on others instead of me, see them as God sees them and not as the human mind sees them. I want to continue helping others and serving them, is were I find happiness, I say I dont want to go home because I feel its not enough time to learn and love and help all the people around here. But I know that when I get back home I am going to continue helping others because thats what really is important to love one another as Jesus loved us and commanded us to do, as I have done so I have found peace and love in my own life and have felt more closer to Jesus Christ. I know that the Gospel of Christ involves Love in everything we do as human beings with potential to be more like Him.

There is a purpose in your life!

   There is always a way that we can know what is our purpose in life. I have come to know more about mine thrugh knowing about Jesus Christ. "And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent."(John 17:3). I know that when I kearn from Him I can be more like Him and at the end this is my purpose to be with Him again thrugh being obedient to His commandments and by walking like He walked. " And hereby we do know that we know Him, if we keep His commandments." (1 John 2:3). " He that saith he abideth in Him ought himself also so to walk, even as He walked." (1 John 2: 6) So now I am here declaring His love for everyone just like He did. I have found my purpose which is to be happy in not only this life but after this life and the way and path is narrow. " And then are ye in this strait and narrow path which  leads to eternal life..."(2 Nephi 31:18).
I know thats the way, I love him and I have found Happiness in my life through Him that is my Savior and He loves me.                                                                                    

Faith not Fear

When I decided to go on a mission I didnt quite understand what will happen I just knew that I needed to do it. Then when the time came I was confident I was a little bit sad I have never been far from my family. In those moments when I think about that time I dont know how I wasnt afraid I was sad at first but not afraid. Then when I got to the mission it was a different feeling I was starting to feel afraid. Its a new place, new people, new culture and new friends but as I have come to rely more on the Lord I have come to replace those feelings with Faith and when I do so I feel peace, love and  confidence I know Im not alone that there someone wathching over me and that is my Savior Jesus Christ, I love being here and I love talking about Him and all that I am is because of HIM. I know that he loves everyone and that if we have faith in Him and dont fear then we will start to feel more His love in our lives.

Our spiritual "GPS"

 Usually at home I would always get lost traveling to one place to another, I have never been good at directions and my sense of direction is really bad. I have learn to use a GPS and it has been the best thing, I dont get lost. I just put where I want to go, the specific address and then it tells me how to get there, if I just put the GPS in Map it doesnt really matters were I go because I dont have a destination. Its the same in our life if we dont know were we want to get, it doesnt matter what direction we go. It is important to set our spiritual GPS to were we want to get witch is to live again with our Father in Heaven. And now that I have that goal in mind I am going to do all that I can to get there it will not be easy but it will be worth it. I need to rely on that spiritual guidence that softly and with love tells me were to turn for peace in this life. Jesus Christ set the example He already past the test now is our turn. The best thing is that we can repent when we do something wrong thanks to Him. I know that Christ is my Savior and is my strenght when I feel that I cant anymore He uplifts me and shows me His love and brings me back to were I needed back in the way to Him again.